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{"id":2522,"date":"2010-11-01T17:44:28","date_gmt":"2010-11-01T17:44:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/?p=2522"},"modified":"2010-11-14T13:47:38","modified_gmt":"2010-11-14T13:47:38","slug":"dergah-ve-ask","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/2010\/11\/dergah-ve-ask\/","title":{"rendered":"Dergah ve A\u015fk"},"content":{"rendered":"

Kom\u00fcn sistemi bir yer buras\u0131<\/p>\n

Mevlana\u2019y\u0131 anmak i\u00e7in<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131ndan gelen insanlarla<\/p>\n

Genelde 40 g\u00fcn durmadan sema yapar\u0131z<\/p>\n

Sufizm\u2019den, \u015eems-i Tebrizi\u2019den konu\u015fup<\/p>\n

Kalplerimizin, ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tozlar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131r\u0131z<\/p>\n

Ilahi m\u00fczik e\u015fli\u011finde, 24 saat boyunca bir d\u00f6ner, bir uyuruz<\/p>\n

R\u00fcya aleminin ger\u00e7e\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc boyutta yer al\u0131r\u0131z<\/p>\n

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Ilk defa ge\u00e7en sene gitmi\u015ftim buraya can\u0131m karde\u015fim sayesinde<\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131mda edindi\u011fim en g\u00fczel, ok\u015fay\u0131c\u0131 tecr\u00fcbelerden biriydi kendisi<\/p>\n

Bu sene de gene g\u00fczel ge\u00e7ti baya<\/p>\n

Her sene gelebilsem bu kutlamaya, benden mutlusu olmaz walla \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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Elif \u015eafak \/ A\u015fk\u2019\u0131n sonlar\u0131ndayd\u0131m burdayken<\/p>\n

Kalbim bir yandan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrken<\/p>\n

Bir yandan dikiliyordu m\u00fczik sayesinde<\/p>\n

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O g\u00fcn bug\u00fcnd\u00fcr a\u015fk\u2019\u0131 konu\u015fuyorum insanlarla<\/p>\n

Sanki herkesin g\u00f6z\u00fc kapal\u0131 \u2013 a\u015f\u0131k a\u015fk\u2019a<\/p>\n

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Beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnenler, \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerime<\/p>\n

Bana bug\u00fcn bu kadar mant\u0131kl\u0131 gelen<\/p>\n

Belki ba\u015fka g\u00fcn ba\u015fka gelir bilmiyorum<\/p>\n

Ama \u015fimdilik a\u00e7\u0131k konu\u015fmak gerekirse<\/p>\n

Sevmem ben halk dilinde kullan\u0131lan a\u015fk\u0131<\/p>\n

Benim i\u00e7in a\u015fk\u2019\u0131 kirletir<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zleri kapat\u0131p, ger\u00e7ekleri saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in,<\/p>\n

\u00f6zlemi, k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131, yetersizli\u011fi, g\u00fcvensizli\u011fi i\u00e7inde bar\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in,<\/p>\n

kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k bekletti\u011fi i\u00e7in,<\/p>\n

kendinden uzakla\u015f\u0131p,<\/p>\n

kendinden fazla ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n

hastal\u0131kl\u0131 bulurum hatta\u2026<\/p>\n

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Halbuki ger\u00e7ek a\u015fk\u2019\u0131 ya\u015far\u0131m ben her g\u00fcn<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcne uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in mutlu uyanmaya a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm canl\u0131lar\u0131n, insanlar\u0131n, hayvanlar\u0131n, a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine g\u00fclmeye a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n

Bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe bakarak i\u00e7inde kaybolmaya,<\/p>\n

Safl\u0131\u011fa, sanata, sar\u0131lmaya a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

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En \u00e7ok da muziklere, \u015fark\u0131lara, notalara a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bilen bilir, bedenim silinir…<\/p>\n

Sadece 3 harften olu\u015fan ba\u015fka bir kelime daha yoktur heralde bu kadar hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fturtan\u2026<\/p>\n

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Bana korkak diyenler oldu, var m\u0131 sizce asl\u0131 bu yarg\u0131n\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Kendime hala \u00e7ok mant\u0131kl\u0131 geliyorum da\u2026<\/p>\n

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Kom\u00fcn sistemi bir yer buras\u0131 Mevlana\u2019y\u0131 anmak i\u00e7in D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131ndan gelen insanlarla Genelde 40 g\u00fcn durmadan sema yapar\u0131z Sufizm\u2019den, \u015eems-i Tebrizi\u2019den konu\u015fup Kalplerimizin, ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tozlar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131r\u0131z Ilahi m\u00fczik e\u015fli\u011finde, 24 saat boyunca bir d\u00f6ner, bir uyuruz R\u00fcya aleminin ger\u00e7e\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc boyutta yer al\u0131r\u0131z Ilk defa ge\u00e7en sene gitmi\u015ftim buraya can\u0131m karde\u015fim sayesinde Hayat\u0131mda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2522"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2522"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2522\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5320,"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2522\/revisions\/5320"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2522"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2522"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/vanessastateofmind.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2522"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}